Tests

I got a call from my doctor's office a couple weeks ago and they said my liver function is up. I asked what that meant and they said nothing yet but they want to recheck me. Well, I went today to be rechecked and I told them I had been bitten by a tick so they are also testing for Lyme Disease. The dr told me that he is scheduling me for an ultrasound on my liver on Friday. I haven't worried about anything throught all of this but I am worried now. I am absolutely scared to death.

I'm a worrier anyway, and this is making my worry meter go through the roof. I'm not sure how many people, if any, read this. But if you do, could you say a quick prayer for me and let me know. If you don't pray, then send me all the good thoughts you can spare. My family doesn't even know about this yet. I don't want them to worry like I am having to. This sucks but hopefully it is nothing. My fingers and arms and legs and toes are crossed.

Tuesday Tangent

This post is gonna be scattered and all over the place, but bear with me.

I finally got my blog redone and I love it. Kaylie did such a good job on it. She gave me exactly what I wanted.

I am finally working on a post with all the pictures from vacation, but I have a ton of pictures and quite a few stores from the beach, so it is coming along, but slowly.

I really want to join up with a swap with Candra from camoandlipstick.blogspot.com, but I'm just not sure I want to yet. I think it would help me get to know some other bloggers and make friends in the blogging world, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for that yet.

I'm kinda worried about my pup Opie. He has never peed in his cage that he sleeps in and the last 2 times I have put him in there, I have had to clean his cage out because he has peed in it. I'm not sure what is going on with him or what.

Cheater, Cheater

Ok. So the cheater? I woke up to a text from him this morning. I haven't heard from him since a few days before I left for Florida. To kinda give you a time frame, I left for Florida on March 8th and got back on the 15th. He texted to see if I was awake first, which I wasn't. The next message said "Look I'm only writing to say I'm sorry. I did you dirty and said some hasty things. You did nothing wrong and I'm sorry for how I treated you. You deserved better. Have a nice life. "

I didn't say anything back, but here is how I feel about it. Hell yes I deserve better than his sorry no good piece of trash ass. So do his wife and son. Yes, I said some things I shouldn't have, but I didn't lie to him nor did I cheat on him. I could have handled things better, I'm sure of this. But he wanted to lay the blame on me. Like I did something wrong. Texting his wife, was in my opinion, the best thing to do. We women have to stick together. I couldn't get mad at her, she was innocent. Or, she claims to be. To this day, I have no hard feelings toward her.  And I have forgiven him. Not because he apologized or deserves to be forgiven, but because my hatred toward him was doing nothing but hurting me and I am tired of hurting.

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